today hasn't been the best day.
everything i do, i feel is wrong.
i feel like an extreme screw up.
i feel like giving up with school.
it's just been a bad day.
i want to just run away to the baseball field.
and sit there.
and just be there.
idk,
lately baseball is like everything to me.
it's weird.
i'm not part of the team but every time i feel low
or feel like i want to cry
i want to go to the club house and organize
or clean
or anything that has to do with baseball.
it takes my mind off of life and calms me down.
plus, the boys are the best.
every single boy on the team.
they're so friendly, funny, and just in the best moods all the time.
i'm not close to all of them but they really are the best.
(and some of them are quite attractive)
honestly.
right now,
baseball is the only thing that keeps me going.
i wouldn't ever come to school if it wasn't for baseball.
i love the team.
i'm so happy i get to be part of what they do.
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